Emotional

Why am I being so emotional ?
Why am I putting smiley when instead I'm crying ?
Why am I saying I'm fine when I'm really not ?
Why ?
Why I can't stop thinking this and that ?
Save me from all these emotional please
November ?
It's my month yes
But so ?
I don't dare
Don't dare to expect anything
I'm so afraid



Wanted to know what I want for my birthday ?
What I want for my birthday ?
安全感 .

I'm so so so afraid of stepping out anymore
I'm so scared that I couldn't take the pain
I'm so scared that I couldn't bear the broken heart
I'm so scared that I will not believe in anything anymore

Don't leave me kay ?