Never be the stupid anymore

Don't blame anyone .

I did not blame anyone .

I blame myself .

Why am I so stupid ?

Why did I believe them ?

Believe that they'll change , believe that what they said are true

Believe them that they say we are all family

Believe that they say they'll be there for me

Believe that they say they won't hurt me anymore like last time

Believe that they say they will change

Believe that they say they will be my best friends

Ya , until now only I realize, it's all LIES

I feel that I'm so stupid to believe them

I said nothing but I listen to what they said 

I promise to be back that good with you all

I promise to give all of us one more chance after all

I slowly wanted to forgive you all and forget the things that happened last time

But why you all break the trust again?

I'm fooled by you all again, it's AGAIN

Haha, I feel so stupid 

'sorry cause we last minute only decide one ...'

Do you really freaking think when you reply me ?

Do you really think this message is ok ?

You all never think of me

You all only think of YOU ALL

The YOU ALL without me

You know what ?

I learnt the lesson to be not stupid anymore

Staying at college ALL ALONE for the WHOLE DAY isn't fun

The feeling of lonely, who knows?

The feeling of being fooled, who knows?

The feeling of being forget, who knows?

The feeling of being neglected again, who knows?

You all didn't even ask me whether where am I

You all didn't even care that if I'm okay or not.

Do you all really call this as family ?

You all always ask me, family like that la ..

And now it's time for me to ask back you all ..

FAMILY ? No thanks :')

NO ANYMORE

I'm done

I'm just so tired of all of these

The things that happen then still inside my heart

Every small matter altogether becomes a real big matter

And all of that hurt a lot .

It's really so hurt

I tell myself don't cry , because they don't worth my tears

I did not cry this time

The heart pain , but it's time for me to end all of these

I don't want to believe everything you all said anymore

We are not family .

Thanks for all this 'left alone'

Thanks for all this 'neglected'

Thanks for all this 'hurt'

Thanks for this everything

You guys do really hurt me a lot .

And I will never forget today, 17.7.13

I'm done .

Goodbye .