Tears of alone .

I don't like ,
I don't like when I was left alone
ALL ALONE .
To be independent, I know I should have used to it
But you know what?
It is the feeling of afraid
The feeling of lonely,
When I'm all alone in the house
Standing and doing nothing,
Looking to four corners of the house
Tears came straight down .
I don't want this ,
You all always thought that I'm big enough to take care myself
As if I won't scared of the feeling of alone
But you guys don't know,
That when I 'm all alone,
When the whole house is full of emptiness
The whole house is so quiet ,
I miss you all .

The night, when I try to tell myself don't think too much
And try to make myself busy by doing homework and study
Still I failed, when I wanted to sleep .
I'm having insomnia this few nights
That is when the tears flow down uncontrobally
Until i fall asleep .

=(
I miss all of you,
All of who I loved . :(