Sorry for not being forgiving
That's why I said I hate this kind of life
The life that I barely could see you
I don't want . AT ALL .
Sorry that I'm stubborn
Stubborn to ignore everything

Hao peng you ?  
I miss her ..
Friendship , something that seems so simple yet so complicated .
It seems so hard to hold on like how we used to

This christmas .
What I want for this christmas , is you I wished the same wish as years before
I wanted to past my dec 31 countdown with you , but end up, wish didn't come true every year
And this year, the same wish wished .
And it seems , it is going to fail again .
Christmas present ?
I demand nothing, just, I hope something special happen this christmas
Something happy, or touched, or memorable
Next christmas , I wanna celebrate with you :)


Please , remember that, I'm always ready to lend you my ear
It's 24 hours ready , no matter what .
Cheer up, I want you to be happy, is truly happy .


What I want for this christmas : Lee Kah Wei's true happiness . :)

再见

再见
应该有两个意思吧 ?
一个是永别了
还有一个是  会再见面的啊 :D
对吧

呵呵
这张贴丫  是特别要送给那个小丫头的
哈哈  因为你就是喜欢蹦蹦跳跳
总是都可以那么幼稚
小丫头很适合你吧 (虽然我懂你就快转成十八岁少女了)

其实  真的有很不舍得你
不懂为什么
我喜欢你  是真的很喜欢你
不懂为什么  当我不开心时
总是第一个想到的会是你 (不包括啊伟啦）
在对你倾诉的时候
也不懂为什么  就很莫名的  你会给人种很能依靠的感觉
我喜欢你
喜欢你的潇洒 你的坚强
还记的中秋节在太平湖的你 ?
那一天  是我看到你最弱的一面的时候
我有想过让你开心的笑的  不过失败罢了嘛 :(

还有还有
在还没毕业之前
你竟然就把我们丢下超过一个星期
那个时候没有看到你酱久  我很想你你懂没有 !!! TT
我记得我在你的留言榜上写了很多很多
能写多少就写多少
而我最记得的是  我要你一定要幸福  一定要开心

过几天后
看见你在我留言榜上写说  你一定会很幸福
我真的还以为你会没事的
怎么知道 ... :(
对不起啦  我提到了这个
你别哭嘛  妹妹会疼你 :)
不过看到过后的你  那个坚强的你
我相信你  相信你会开心
可是我知道你都还没放下  就像毛所说的
不过要记得  我随时都可以当你的聆听者
什么时候累了  什么时候想念了
我的肩膀随时都让丫姐靠  懂吗 ? :)

我会记得你每次跟我说的那些话
我会记得你教我的所有所有
我会记得你那可爱 坚强 善良 的脸孔
我会记得你煮的超辣意大利面
我会记得  真的会记得
就一年时间
你让我那么喜欢你
你为什么要那么厉害呀...

死了  怎么写得好像我们不会再见那样的 -.-
哈哈
那天的拥抱  我珍惜 :D
等你新年回来再抱过 !!
还有还有  你的生日  我忘不掉啦啦

去到新加波了努力做工噢
记得  不管你做些什么决定  我们都支持你啦
只要你开心
别想太多了  傻丫头 !!
保重啦  我们明年见呗

我会载你的 :)
我爱你, 我的好朋友 .
加油!! :)

Hope .

I hope for nothing
But healthiness
I want myself to be healthy
I hope for nothing
Only hope for this .

Pray .

Few years back , few years after

It is still the same .
It does not change, anything, at all .
Right ? =)

To be or not to be .

Don't like then so what ?

Cared .

Tears of alone .

I don't like ,
I don't like when I was left alone
ALL ALONE .
To be independent, I know I should have used to it
But you know what?
It is the feeling of afraid
The feeling of lonely,
When I'm all alone in the house
Standing and doing nothing,
Looking to four corners of the house
Tears came straight down .
I don't want this ,
You all always thought that I'm big enough to take care myself
As if I won't scared of the feeling of alone
But you guys don't know,
That when I 'm all alone,
When the whole house is full of emptiness
The whole house is so quiet ,
I miss you all .

The night, when I try to tell myself don't think too much
And try to make myself busy by doing homework and study
Still I failed, when I wanted to sleep .
I'm having insomnia this few nights
That is when the tears flow down uncontrobally
Until i fall asleep .

=(
I miss all of you,
All of who I loved . :(

累、泪

到底是为什么 到底是怎么了 我都不懂 我只知道我什么都不想要解释了 你们认为我小气也好 随便吧 朋友 ? 距离慢慢在拉远 秘密慢慢在堆积 我什么都不想懂了 你, 我猜不透 . 你们, 我参不进 #执著 =')

笑脸以后的眼泪

对不起 这句话 到底说过了多少遍 终究听明了啊姐说的话 有多少时候 我是哭着入睡? 最经很时常吧? 我爱哭吗 可不可以说我其实根本不爱哭? 最近的心情 又起又落, 我很开心? 呵, 开心, 开心到眼泪都快干了吧 那个秘密, 我选择不说,对不起 不是我自私,只不过觉得痛苦,一个人扛就好 朋友? 好朋友? 也只不过如此 .. 你变了 :') 我们的友谊 就像一块沾上污点了的布 在我们的感情上画上一段很长的痕迹 永远消失不掉 在这么短的一个月 我忽然领域很多 朋友 也只不过如此 生命 也只不过那么脆弱 有谁不怕失去? 我怕 我很怕 . 我还是会想起, 我还是会偷偷哭泣 我还是会偷偷胡思乱想 我还是会很想很想你的呵护 对不起 :( 我会懂事,我会坚强 你,我爱你 . 开心点,加油嗯 .

Smile ;)

At first thinking to post lot of things de
But then, suddenly mind blank
Only you appear on my mind LOL
And yes , need to sleep ad

Please ,no more nightmare tonight :(
Why am i getting nightmares every night recently ?
Until I tears when I woke up =/

Urgh !
Whatever !
Sports day , dear gar yao yea ;)
Although you may not get olahragawan
But to me, you always are =)

Good luck to me too la of course =D
Champion ! GO! :)

Nitez bao beii <3
-Love you- =)

心声 :)

是不想伤害吗
还是不想懂得
那是装着不懂
还是真的不懂
我  分不清

她长大了
她  是那个她
我不懂得

人生 就是得懂得珍惜
珍惜  珍惜什么
我不懂得

我不介意吗
对不起
我真的是介意的
我不会去恨他们任何一个
也许  不太喜欢
总是告诉自己
坚强这两个字
不是说说就做到的
痛了  就让它泪吧
泪了  擦干它微笑了继续迎接明天

那些一字一句  重要
可也比不上安全感  来的更重要
安全感  不是谁都可以给的东西
安全感  真的很抽象
当你找到那个能够给你安全感的人
周围就不会有任何人能够比得上他

我爱你  为什么
不知道
很爱很在意很想拥有不想失去只想占为己有
没有什么的为什么
简单

懂为什么一个人真的能够忍受那么多吗
因为爱
不管是多痛多伤
因为太爱  所以不管怎样  也都只会说 '没关系'
付出的不会要求有任何回报
只愿我爱的TA会比自己更爱我

我很自私
我不想公私
我要的东西  我一定争取到底
我的东西  我也只想是只有我一个人拥有

恨她吗
不  我不恨她
我只不过  不太喜欢
其实都没人懂
其实  我有多想  能够和她做会那像以前一样的好朋友
我相信缘分
就因为我相信  所以我很想很想珍惜我们的友谊
那打从小时候一起学芭蕾舞开始的友谊
也许  你不太喜欢我  但对不起
朋友  我真的有多么想当回你的朋友  有谁懂　．．

背叛和出卖  本就应该
和宽恕活在一起 .
学会容忍了
不再去计较那么多
逐渐变少的关心
会让一个人学会独立
知道该说的却不去说
因为怕会被嫌烦
几时才能学会聪明点的我
忽然觉的自己做东西都很废

水平座
身边出现好多好多水平座的好友
怎么每一个水平座的人性格都不同
同的只有一个
情绪很容易变动 :)

有时候
忽然发现原来身边没有人可以让我倾诉
他们  也不再是
不懂为何
就觉得  不合适吧

你
怎么样才可以懂你多点
我真的很想很想要这段感情永远永远走下去
可以告诉'宝宝’以后会有多幸福
其实你懂吗
我真的很怕失去你
有时候会忽然发现那安全感不再了  我会怕
我会怕失去你
拥抱着你的感觉是我感觉过最幸福的感觉
我会怕  哪天你发现我其实不是你想象中的那么好
有时候的无理取闹  希望你会原谅
我很喜欢被爱  因为被爱很幸福
我很喜欢被保护  那我就什么都不用怕了
长大到现在
就你  唯一你对我最好了
虽然老实说  有时候你做的一些事情我很介意
可是你懂吗  我最喜欢你对我好的那一刻
因为那刻的你真的很好
其实认真看  你其实很帅
跳舞  运动  学业  佳佳佳!
不管怎样  不管什么
在我心里  你做的什么还是一样那么佳
就像很多人说的‘就算全世界否定你, 我还是一样会一直陪在你身边支持你'
我懂你很压力啊
你啊  就是不会照顾自己  其实我觉得你真的很棒了
我没骗你
棒这一个字  是从心讲出来的
永远只要记得  只跟自己比  别跟别人比
你最大的敌人始终还是你自己啊

李家伟 :)
你不是猪  你是我心目中的永久客  永远永远
记得了  有什么事  告诉我呐

谢谢你 :)


宝宝说 ：‘我爱你，爸爸 ! ’
哈哈  对我傻了  我要去找一个小宝宝了
我指的是玩具 =)
=P ♥

:)

Sometimes , I didn't know what was real and what was fake
Promises are meant to be made but not meant to be done
Just used to it and say it's ok .

Don't say I'm fine when you're not to the one who cares a lot to you
Because if they don't know you're not fine, they wouldn't have to ask you
And lies hurts a lot
To me ,
It's better to tell the truth to made someone cry ,
Than to tell a lie to make someone smile .
Because although the someone has smile off your lies,
One day, they'll get much more hurt when they discovered that ,
The truth is hurt, and the most hurt is , you choose to lie .

Wishes just came true not too long ago .
Maybe a few days back ?
=)
It's enough to me , truly la, when he did that, I know myself, I'm happy when I knew that :)
But ..
It was like , something ruined my mood .
Argh ~
Whatever, it's PAST
Forget what's hurt, but remember what it taught you .


I know you know how badly I want you ,
And I know you know how important you are to me ,
So babe , please hold me tight, and never let go .
My dearest , I love you , I meant it .

Wo AI nI ♥

To him ,

Here you go my dear ,

This is a post for you :)

Everything changed .

But ILoveYou din change :)

New year comes fast and passed so fast .

And too, your birthday .

It's a special day .

Ahh , perhaps it's not anyone's big day 

But it is , to him , but to me tooo looooo :D

-Planning -

Ishh , and then I know , somehow my planning is so cha la ,

Because I failed my plan x(

So sad worr xO

But never mind, because I know he's so happy :)

Since last year , I knew and I promised myself to make him happy .

And yea, first , I thought of one thing !

When he said , he never own a birthday cake

There he is , I presented him a own-bake cheeseee cake for him

And too, I present him three wishes :)

Aha, see the way you smile ! ;D ♥

And , I love the cake design :)

...

Cut cakes!

And then he, the so-cute-you , LOL

Didn't wanna cut away his name

And then, O.O

KAH WEI

SPM 10 A+ !! ;)

I WROTE THIS! =P ♥

Wait, actually hor, 

I waiting for you to renew your blog lo

Can't wait ! T.T

But hey, you really so hang fuk wor

One birthday 3 cakes! O.O

You know what, I birthday every year also one cake only

You 3 cakes! ><

Remember what we talk about la right ?

Bu yao fen shou , because really too ma fan liao ma =3

You say OK de har ! ;D

And then Im really satisfied , 

When I see you smiling this happy yesterday!

I want this kind of smile everyday my dear

-Everything will Change-

-But ILoveYou will Not Ever Change-

Happy BIRTHDAY again .

ps : Just let me be the first and the last one laa =P

I love you ♥